Hari Sejarah Saya

Hi all,

As you all know I had to limit the readers of my blog due to recent incident. Even my husband pun dah tak boleh baca. Let me share with you all what had happened.

Early of the week in Aug, my husband’s daughter saw messages between me and him. So dia confronted him and soon the first wife pun dapat tau. It was an intense week for both of us. I was keeping quite and kalau you guys perasan there was an entry that I dedicated to him and us … My husband mesti lah terus stress. We communicated pun through his phone office sebab takut nak guna his mobile phone.

On Sunday afternoon (12 45 ish pm August 14), during my kelas Al Quran he called me, twice. Habis mengaji I called him back, while Ustazah was waiting for me for payment. Bila nampak the call was from his mobile, I waited for him to say hello first. Takut orang lain yang called. It was him.

Dia cakap:  Sayang, dengar nie Abang nak cakap nie. Abang ceraikan Sayang talak 3.

I was so shocked lah of course. Gila apa kan. Terus I said to him, sanggup Abang buat Sayang macam nie. And put down the phone. Terus pergi jumpa Ustazah bayar dia. Ustazah dah balik, terus saya lari masuk bilik lagi. Called my sister. My sister pulak tengah busy kat kedai. Dia pun terkejut. Dia kata sabaq.

Saya nie dok istighfar saja dalam bilik. Tak tau nak react macam mana. Masih terketaq ketaq. And then terus called my Husband balik. Saya marah dia. Saya tak tau apa lagi saya kata. Saya dah tak ingat sangat tapi saya amat marah sangat. Macam macam lah keluar. Saya called twice hari tu cakap denga dia. Dia kata dia dah tahan dengan apa yang jadi dengan family dia di sana. Saya suruh dia called Mak/Abah cakap benda yang sama. Later baru saya tau, dia tak call tapi dia hantaq message saja kat Abah. Ayat yang dia tulih memang amat sedih sangat lah.

Lepas tu saya called L. L kata dia akan ke rumah saya. I was so glad she came over. Teman saya masa dalam keadaan huru hara tu.  

And then saya called Mak. Mak terkejut suruh saya sabaq and redha. Saya kata husband saya akan call dia or Abah. Mak kata Mak tak mau cakap dengan dia. Saya sent messages to few of my friends juga. Semua terkejut lah of course. Selama nie kan dia seorang yang baik dan penyayang sangat.

Sempat juga masa saya tengah meroyan tu kan, saya hantaq gambaq saya dan suami ke first wife dia. And saya ada cakap dengan anak dia juga.

Tapi lepas tu, petang Sunday tu juga saya blocked numbers dia. Terus sampai ke hari ini. Monday tu saya cakap Boss pasai kes nie and dia pun paham. So saya cuti on Monday. Mak Abah sampai KL dalam pukui 3 pm on Monday tu juga 

Sunday malam saya bersyukur ada L, dengan saya. Malam tu saya tak boleh tidoq, kena buka lampu. Jaga pukui 330 pagi. Buat Tahjud and teruih lepak dengan L. sampai pagi.

Nanti saya cerita lagi ya apa yang jadi. Insha Allah.