Why Can't They Believe Me?

When I said I am moving on. When I told them that I am doing OK! After what I went through with my ex husband. I am seriously OK! 

I earlier put up an entry on FB. You know those silly things like they can read you, predict you etc. Oh yeah I like doing all those. Just that I don't normally publish them. But this particular one said it so well that I had it to share with my friends

What was your biggest mistake of 2016? 
SL, your only mistake in 2016 was that you loved someone who did not deserve your love. 

Didn't it say well? Of what had happened? So yeah few friends commented and what not. There was one in particular, asked something like - is there anything I should know? When I said yes, (I knew the consequences of putting up such entry that would lead to this kind of question)

He called me. He was one of the 75 people I invited for the wedding. Of course he must be a close friend just that I didn't have the time to share with him the incident. I told him briefly what had happened.

The reaction was not I expected. He kept saying he pity me. Honestly I do not need that from him or anyone else. If I said I am OK, I really meant it. No more questions. Towards the end of the conversation, I did stress it again on the matter that I had move on! (He even asked me to marry someone else so I could go back to my ex husband) Oh well, why can't he understand me? 

Anyway, I do owe an entry of what had happened at the court, where my ex was there with his family. A letter which I wrote to his son. I will one day make time for that entry.

Let's talk about Mad. ? Yes ? Butterflies in my stomach! We have been chatting. Quite a lot. He helped me with work stuff too. Like I said before, there is something in him that I am attracted to. His nerdness mostly. The fact that I can talk to him about anything. Anything at all. The time that I tease him. Or he would do the same without me noticing - cos I thought he was serious due to his nerdness. LOL. I started to miss him. I am in fact missing him. We chatted last night till 2 am. 

He is coming to KL/Melaka in February. If it goes well, we will meet up. So we shall see how this goes yeah. 

Gotta go. Have a good week ahead yeah!

SL 





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