Hati Lembut


Hati lembut Uuk nie tau
Bila saya first time habaq kat dia Saya Cinta Kamu - Dia teriak sebab he can see it from eyes saya betul betul cinta dia
Bila saya merajuk or sedih - Dia pun akan sedih
Bila saya bersusah payah nak dapat kan surat cerai (nanti saya cerita bab nie) - Dia teriak sebab dia kata saya nie sanggup bersusah payah nie 




Malam tadi saya merajuk lagi dengan Uuk. Saya malaih nak angkat call dia 
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Pagi tadi ...

SL: Lama tak kamu nangis malam tadi Sayang?
Uuk: Tak lama pun
SL: Kamu nangis kenapa Sayang?
Uuk: Eeh nangis? Tak lah (Lepaih tu baru dia mengaku)
SL: I love you and I miss you
Uuk: I love you too
SL: But I think I love you more than you love me
Uuk: Saya tak tidoq sampai pagi. Macam mana tu ?

❤️


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So semalam kawan PTD saya tu dok habaq depa dah jumpa documents saya, tapi bukan original. Saya dah gabra lah kan. Kat mana originals ni. Still tak puaih hati, saya nie teruih pi Mahkamah Syariah nie! Dalam 330 petang macam tu. Depa office tutup pukui 430. 

Sampai saja sana, saya checked and then depa pun habaq depa tak dak original documents. Then sapa lagi yang ada? Masa kes tu, saya tak dak lawyer (Saya kan pandai so represent diri sendiri nieh masa tu LOL). Cuma my ex yang ada lawyer. Tu pun saya dah called lawyer kata tak dak kat dia. Hah teruih lah saya called ex saya

Ex tengah meeting. Saya kata saya nak dia check betoi betoi la la tu juga. 5 mins kemudian dia called, baru dia habaq dia ada yang original!  Tanya 2 hari lepaih kata dia ada yang copy saja! Hah teruih lah saya suruh dia courier kan ke sini. Insha Allah Monday boleh dapat sebab baru hantaq hari nie. 

Haish macam macam juga.

Saya baru booked bilik hotels kat Hat Yai. And then Mak called. Dia kata boleh dak buat lambat. Suruh saya istighfar bagai. Semalam Mak kata ok. Dia kata tak apa buat juga this year cuma lambat sikit. Saya bukan apa, saya serious I want a baby. And nak tunggu kes Uuk nie mungkin lambat lagi - Dia ada kes bercerai dia. Saya pernah habaq kat Mak, saya nie kawan dengan ex berbelaih taun kahwin tak sampai 5 bulan. Niat kahwin masa tu pun dah salah. Saya yakin Uuk nie yang terbaik untuk saya dan niat saya kali nie memang untuk beribadah kepada Allah. Yang lain saya serah kat Allah. 

Doa kan yang terbaik. Mak risau sebab sat sangat kenai. Sama macam saya kata before this, love doesn't have time limit. Berapa lama saya kena tunggu? Pasti kah kalau setaun saya kenai hati budi dia in and out???

Petang ada sessi karaoke. So saya nak take a nap sat. Esok baru boleh buat mani pedi. 

 Tadi ex called to confirm yang dia dah post the original documents. Still dok refer dia as "Abang" and me as "Sayang". Entah lah apa motif. Dulu masa saya tak ada Uuk, nak sebut tu punya lah susah sebab nak jaga hati wife dia. Manusia kan? Macam macam 

Love, 
SL

You don't freak out if he doesn't text back right away. All that "does he like me back" anxiety is gone, and you finally have enough chill to be OK with his slow texting. I would just merajuk if he doesn't text me after few hours! Geram gila masa tuuuuu :P



Comments

  1. trainee.yenny@gmail.com24 February 2018 at 14:51

    Suka entry ni sebab macam berita baik kan. Semoga jodoh dengan orang yg baik2 & kekal sampai syurga. -silent reader lama dah

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    1. SL25 February 2018 at 20:54

      Wahhh dah 2 orang nie silent reader munculkan diri :) I like :) Thanks for the doa yeahhh *hugs*

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