Kisah Malam Tadi

Kami bergaduh. Saya kan tak sabaq. Suami pulak jenis ambik mudah. So apa lagi lah kan ... Dua dua beremosi. Last sekali ambik jalan penyelesaian ... Suami kata tak akan contact each other for 2 days. Bila dah redha tu, saya pun dah tenang, rasa nya itu jalan yang terbaik. Diam kan diri from each other for a while. Bagi rasa kehilangan dan ada rasa rindu tu. So far dah almost 12 jam ... Saya Alhamdulillah ok. Patut buat selalu ajaq saya nie bersabaq ... 😇.
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Kira agak tegang juga lah keadaan malam tadi. Suami dah hilang sabaq juga tu. Saya pun tak mau mengalah. Lepaih 30 minutes baru keadaan jadi tenang. Ini bukan first time, dah few times kami gaduh and mostly sebab sifat ketidak sabaran saya .... 
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Hari nie dok drive ke office, memang tergelak teringat apa jadi. Macam budak budak pun ada. Tapi saya tau solution untuk sabaq saya nie tak ada lagi nie ... macam mana nie? 😬
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Tapi yang saya lagi sayang Suami nie kan dengan sifat sabaq dia yang boleh terima saya nie. Dan most importantly kami boleh bawa berbincang .... cerita apa masalah dan cuba cari jalan keluaq ... so tak ada nak simpan apa apa dalam hati bila dah habih gaduh ....
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Hi Abang, Sayang rasa sayang ok lagi nie. Rindu memang rindu lah tapi tak lah teruk rindu. Lagi pulak baju busuk Abang kan ada. Gambaq kita pun beribu. Video juga. So malam nie kalau rindu tengok tu semua. Thanks sebab sabaq dengan Sayang yang gila and suka naik angin nie. Love you always everytime juga 😍
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Love,
SL

PS - Malam tadi bila dah habih gaduh tu, Suami cakap ... Abang masih cinta Sayang. Saya tanya dia, increase ka decrease? Kata Suami, tadi masa gaduh sempat (Hah nampak guna perkataan sempat) decrease. Tapi sekarang dah stabil 😆

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