Scary Thought

It happened few months ago before I event got married. I couldn’t sleep at night thinking what if I were to choke and die sleeping ... crazy thought but it was really a miserable night!
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I went to see doctors and one of them asked me to take cough syrup. Which I did for few days. And I stopped because I didn’t want to get addicted to it. 
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After a few months it has been OK but I still have the cough syrup ready when I needed it. There were a couple of occasions and I used up the cough syrup.
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The similar incident occurred again when me and Suami in Hat Yai. I didnt have the cough syrup with me so it was very horrible night for me (and him). The next day I bought cough syrup from the 24hr store in Hat Yai and kept it handy if I needed it. But I didn’t have to ...
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Last night I didn’t sleep much till 4 30 am. That was after I took a sleeping pill which I bought from pharmacist .... 
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I really hate it when I don’t sleep as I never thought I would experience this. Must be something in my head that make me feel that way ... 

Sigh

Love,
SL

Comments

  1. Maz25 October 2018 at 18:03

    😨😨😨...ur brain is powerful....bahaya... kwn kami takut mati.. kes kwn dia mati masa meting..so brain dia bg false alert that he kena heart attact (dia punya sakit dada mcm betoi kena heart attct) .. jumpa psikiatri they said mcm panic attact.. now even worse... headache sampai mcm nk kene mri sebab his brain tumor... memang power our brain kan.. mcm2 dia bole buat!..

    harap kak sL x sampai kena jumpa psikiatri nah... atau ada simptom Sleep apnea kak?

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    1. SL28 October 2018 at 20:35

      Hahhh scary nie dengaq cerita .... so far doctor suspect anxiety .., nak tunggu dulu mcm mana ... 😍

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