The End

I quit my work. It is not working. My probation was extended. Apparently CEO was aware of it and my Head of Department (HOD) was called to the office to discuss with him. We started having a weekly meeting, me and my HOD. Till last Tuesday when she said she is not convinced that I can perform. She asked me to look for new job. She told me too that she's afraid that I worked hard for the confirmation that I will not have energy to do that again after the confirmation. I sent her my 1 month notice a day after. I am now looking for a job. Insha Allah everything will be fine. 

I ended my marriage. I asked him to divorce me. It was not working either. He ended up giving me the divorce via Whatsapp. I am happy, in fact happier. No regret and not looking back either. I am looking forward and started hunting for a man. A few of men and there is one in particular that I am into. We shall see how it goes. The connection is strong yet the distance is the problem - he kept saying that. I am a positive person so that will not stop me! 

There was a man too that I started chatting and I found out he is a scammer! Damn it! I thought I am a pro when it comes to that! Luckily it did not prolong and I could sense it earlier. 

One thing for sure, the support I have among my family and friends is tremendous! I am blessed. How crazy I am and how silly I can be, they are always behind my back. Even my ex - husband, the first one. We are still in talking terms. Love all of them!

Let's pray things work out with me and E! We have such a lot of drama really! I love the roller coaster of it. Enjoy it though it can be tensed! A couple of times I told him I did not want to continue and he eventually agreed BUT the next day I'd be telling him I miss him and we continue chatting like nothing ever happened! When I said I have unstable mind, he said he knows that already! 

So yeah that in short, what had happened to me. I pray that you all reading this have a good day and be happy! Trust in Allah (Not saying I am a good Muslim but I know this long time ago when you leave it to Allah - after what you had done your part, everything will be good!) 

Love,
SL 

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  1. Dils14 July 2020 at 21:05

    Insya Allah things will all work out.

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  2. Maz17 July 2020 at 07:37

    I am late for 3 days to read this...huhuhu...Miss SL, you are iron lady at all, your carier, your work place, new work place, loving life no doubt la kan...salute to you dear sis..

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    1. SL17 July 2020 at 12:12

      Ish awat nie lambat 3 hari nie ... Orang semua dah dok kalut tengok cerita I nie .... Thanks Maz !!! Iron lady sungguh I nie kannnn ... Aminnnnn ... Harap tak berkarat!!! hahaha

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  3. Mop18 July 2020 at 11:42

    Saya doakan segala yang baik2 untum SL dunia akhirat...saya doakan dipermudahkan segala urusan

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