Be The Best Fight You’ll Ever Have


Malam tadi saya masak laksa. Tapi dah masak tak teringin nak makan. Gila apa kah. Nie masak bukan sikit nah .... Satu periuk. So pagi tadi saya habaq kat Adik suruh dia mai ambik lah .... Dia pun gila laksa. So tadi nie dia mai ambik. Abdul pun gila laksa tapi dia out station pulak ...
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Semalam saya dah settled jumpa Commisioner of Oath. Cuma payslip from Big e for August depa tak hantaq lagi. 
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Love,
SL

Hari nie hari sedih pelik. Saya jadi gila balik dengan Esmail. Saya habaq kat dia saya nak be out of his radar for a while. Tak dak pokok bergoyang apa pun, saya yang nak buat macam tu. And then sedih sendiri. Rasa tak sedap hati. Tak suka this feeling. Meroyan banyak. Ada kah sebab tak kerja nie? Haish ... Malaih nak tulih banyak. Yang best tajuk blog punya lah semangat ....! Tapi hati berkecamuk and nak give up bagai! 



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