I Will Never Not Think About You

Title of this song is Never Not by Lauv. I am loving it for now. Saya akan dengaq sampai telinga bernanah.




Me and Leha had dinner here in Kuala Selangor on Saturday. It was packed with people but we managed to get a table for us within 10 minutes. So it was not that bad. We were stuck there for a while due to heavy rain. 



Sunday. I basically did nothing. Felt like having a cake so ordered from Grab from this Kiara Cake shop. Yummy! Lychee, Strawberry and Rose Cloud cake (MYR 14.50)

I was feeling miserable since Friday. I wrote a long message to Esmail. I am letting him go. I deleted him from my contact list and left him with my email and phone number. Every single time I read the messages, I cried. I never cried like this before for a man. It's a bit tough for me. It's crazy too. So now I leave it to Allah SWT for whatever it is. 

Anyway, there is another guy. Yeah another one. Maz has given a few suggestion for the names and so I decided on Roshkamal. We just gotta know each other but I have the feeling we are connecting really well. He is pretty decent and he excites me almost all the time. I like that he cares and I like that he tries to understand me. I like that he misses me and he said it too. I like that when he promised to wake me up but didn't because he wanted me to have good sleep. So yeah I like him and the excitement. So that's good ey?

As for Leman, we are keeping in touch. I don't feel it. It's empty because I know my feeling is still with Esmail and may be with Roshkamal. So he is my sideline for now. Too bad ey?

Anyway, I have updated the list of who and who in my life. There is a page next to home - Who are they. Will be updating it every now and then .... 

As for work - Big c apparently wanted to offer me a position that they thought I would not be interested. I told them yes I am interested as long as it is not lower than that position. So we shall see how it goes.

Packing and stuff. Going really well. So all is good. I have given away 2 boxes to the helpers. Another box to go. I have given away bags to my friends too. So feeling relieved that I could do that! 

I have been watching Descendants Of The Sun. But I don't really like it. Not as much as I enjoyed Crash Landing On You and The World Of Married. So I am still at Episode 3. 

I better go now. Feeling hungry. 

Bye all. Till next entry!

Love,
SL

PS - Something is wrong with the comment box. Whenever I replied, it did not post. So I gave up - sometimes. Sorry for the delay. I will eventually reply :) Sabar ya!

Comments

  1. Maz14 September 2020 at 19:46

    Euiiii.... Surprised that you choosed the longest name...mmg SL sgt rajin... Ini saya buktikan.. So big c big e f g h i j k... This is the best staff yg patut di hire secepat mungkin... Bagi gaji baguih2 kat dia nie... Satu hat tak baguih dia nie... Bab lelakiss suka nangisss.... Saba qna SL... Cinta tak seharusnya memiliki... Cinta ialah memberi!

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  2. aisha15 September 2020 at 13:03

    roshkamal???? why why... hahahahhaha i nak nama rosman plak lepas ni kay...

    bertabah la you... let him free.. sorang pergi 10 datang kan.....

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  3. SL15 September 2020 at 17:21

    Maz - Hah sebab nama tu seakan akan nama betoi dia hahahaah ... Thanks for your kind words. Always doa for me nahhhh !!!! :) Hey bab lelaki I jarang nahhh nak teriak ..... Tolong sikit .... Esmail nie saja buat I angauuuuuuuu ... Chewah cinta memberi nahhhh .... :P

    aisha - Rosman ... Sat lagi you yang dok bising banyak MAN kat belakang!!!! Banyak akai you nie ... Esmail ... Hah bertabah lahhh ..... Baru 2 dok mai nie, mana lagi 8 jantan nak maiiiii ..... hahahah

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  4. Dils20 September 2020 at 21:04

    Esmail? Esmael? tadek reply rasa offended ka?

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  5. SL20 September 2020 at 21:17

    Esmail tak kata apa and I know he has read my messages. Tak rasa offended sebab dah tau dah kelaku dia macam tu ... dia pun tak tahuan juga macam saya ... so kalau dia mau dia akan contact lah nanti ... kalau tak, tak apa ... life goes on .... harap nya saya jumpa laki yang similar macam tu ... so far Roshkamal nie ada sikit lah perangai plus Roshkamal more cool and rasa lagi dia care sebab dia tak ada extra baggage ....

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