Never Stray

Hello all! Rindu saya tak nie? Baru few days to update punnnn. Let me update apa dah jadi kat saya nah.

Saya nie gila simpan toiletries from hotels. Gila nie banyak nie satu kotak! Anyway saya dah beli all the kotaks and bubble wrap juga .... I was thinking to hire mover and when I told Emah nie dia kata gila apa you nak hire. You kan tak kerja you boleh buat semua tu sendiri you! You have all the time to do it ...

Actually it's true since I can do spring cleaning. I have given away one big box of things I don't want anymore to helpers in the building. I have another box that I am sorting things out too. 

Progress is not that fast but I am doing alright. Mum wanted to help and even wanted to send my brother to help but I rejected the offer. They won't know what are the things I want to keep and throw donate or even to sell.

Hah benda Allah nie actually saya suka sangat. I use it a lot. I was using Tefal before but when it broke on me, I bought a cheaper version. But it lasted not more than 5 months! Bedebah! Nak kena beli lagi satu ....

I bought 60 of them. I think that would be enough for all the shoes I have. Saya kan gila kasut and bags. Kasut dah masuk into 2 big boxes. Bags tak sort out lagi. Slowly lah sebab ada yang nak sedekah juga. 

Saya kan nak cerita pasai Rahman. Tak jadi lah. Sebab cerita tu panjang and lama sangat. Nanti nanti saya cerita. Now jom I nak cerita pasai Leman. Nama yang Aisha dok suggest for all the men tu tak mau lah, commercial sangat! hahaha. 

Leman nie saya kenai masa saya bercerai Norman and before saya kenai Pak Indon. Saya dan Leman situation nie yang macam on and off relationship. Dah banyak kali kami kawan and dengan bergaduh. Ada juga one time kami nie declared as girlfriend and boyfriend nie. Sembang selalu kat skype. Tapi, kami bergaduh macam orang gila. Yang saya amat benci kat dia and dok bergaduh macam nak bunuh each other. Jadi meluat yang amat so kami broke off. Geram gila saya kat dia. So that was the last conversation we had .... and then saya kenai Pak Indon and kahwin etc etc. 

Masa saya dok sibuk dengan Esmail, Leman contacted saya balik. Kami sembang lah tanya habaq bagai. Tapi di sebab kan hati saya dengan Esmail nie, maka Leman saya nie tak lah sembang sangat kan. And this Mr Grumpy Leman dah jadi fed up and teruih tak mau kawan saya. Deleted saya. Gila kan Leman nie? (Macam lah saya tak gila juga) Hahah

2 malam lepaih Leman mai balik. Kami sembang balik. Dia dok kata dia would have deleted me for 5 times dah. Hah kami sembang baik nie. Heran lah kan. Dulu dah nak bunuh each other. 

Leman: Aku rasa nak cekik hang

SL: Hah aku nak ketuk kepala hang dengan senduk. 

Leman: Hah aku geram kat hang. Aku ingat we had a fun fight and I was angry. But it was no more fun and I was angry at you. Just angry

SL: Hang ingat hang sorang ka macam tu. I hated you! So awat hang nak kawan dengan aku balik nie?

Leman: We annoy each other. Despite that, we know we have the connection and same level of intelligence.

SL: Hahaha. Gila kan? Aku pun rasa hari nie nak bunuh hang. Esok rasa nak peluk hang saja

Leman: Hah feeling is mutual. You were a bad girlfriend. You were selfish. It was all about you

SL: I am sorry I felt that way. Tak pernah lah lagi laki lain kata aku nie selfish nah. May be we are  not meant for each other.

Leman: OK. I think this is goodbye

SL: Hah! You are doing it again. Hang nie gila ka apa. 

Leman: You said we are not meant for each other

SL: Hah lah hang kata aku was a bad girlfriend

Leman: It was before. You should have answered me - I will try to be a better girlfriend

SL: Mana aku nak tau hang nak aku kata macam tu ....

Oh well at the end, he asked me out. We both wanted to give a try. So we shall see how it goes. Macam Leman kata entah entah next week kami akan break off! Hahaha

So that was Leman lah kan. Semalam pulak I had dinner with this Osman. Jumpa kat Tinder. I asked Leman for permission (I like doing this shit stuff). Leman kata as long as just dinner, no sex no kissing etc, it's fine with him. So I went out to see Osman. 

Osman nie cakap tak berenti. Berapa kali saya nie dok tenung and tengok dia, bila dia nak berenti cakap nie. Tapi kena betoi betoi dengaq cerita dia, sebab dia akan suka tanya saya - What is your opinion on that? What do you think etc. Gila kalau tak dengaq apa dia kata. Sat lagi kelu seribu bahasa or tanya balik - apa hang kata for the past 10 minutes? Hahaha

Osman ajak pi rumah nah. Saya habaq no, saya ada skype date dengan Leman at 10 PM and I promised Leman to be back home for him. Dia nak cuba kiss saya juga and saya tepih. Ish bahaya bahaya .... 

There you go. Itu cerita saya for the past few days. Nak makan ayam Marrybrown. 

Have a good day all! 

Love,

SL

This section is meant for Esmail. Esmail ada habaq dia tak mau chat. Dia memang dari dulu tak percaya the distance etc etc. I let him be. And give him space. Dia dok meroyan. Kalau setakat saya bercerai and can move on easily ini apa tah lah sangat kan ... So I am doing fine with it! After all, I am trying things out with Mr Grumpy Leman. (He calls me Ms Perfect). So all is good!