You're The Apple Of My Eye

Pagi tadi sembang dengan Sha nie. Kawan kenai kat big M dulu. She was asking about me and my condition segala. Last tu dia kata  

Babe, anak hang tu budak yang paling untung sekali dalam nie hang tau. Segala benda Mak dia akan buat. Segala benda Mak dia beli. 

I tend to agree with her. But again I do not want to spoil my baby juga. Nanti naik kepala. But knowing me, bab beli barang tu, saya akan lemah. Especially cute stuff! Barang untuk diri sendiri pun lemah, ini kan pulak barang untuk anak sendiri. 

Oh well, kita tengok lah nanti macam mana. I will be in my 16th week this Friday, insha Allah. Sentiasa doa semoga senang perjalanan saya with baby and mudah kan urusan semua. Semoga baby jadi baby yang sihat, sempurna semua sifat, witty, funny, smart, baik and anak yang baik!

Same morning juga, ada another friend from big C dok sembang. I just got to know that she had miscarriage few months back! Ya Allah. Takut nya dengaq. When she was in her 12th week. I asked her to stop telling the story takut dia sedih nanti but she said she's ok to tell. 

What happened was masa her 3rd month tu ada kenduri. She helped out by frying 10 to 12 chicken ! And while standing up pulak tu, sampai kaki dia rasa kebas. Next day, ada bleeding. But bila jumpa doctor, heartbeat masih ada. Only 2 days after bila dia still dok bleed juga, she went to see doctor and masa tu heartbeat dah tak ada. 

Sedih nya dengaq. Her husband yang penguat dia kata nya. And both of them redha and accept dengan apa yang dah jadi. So Alhamdulillah they managed to go through that! 

Anyway, ramai yang dok pesan either enjoy your pregnancy and jangan lasak or buaih. Saya dok rumah nie tak buat apa. Heran dok penat tak habih habih lagi. Depa kata penat tu during 1st trimester. Nie dah masuk 2nd dok penat lagi. Bila check online, one of the solutions adalah kena exercise. Which saya tak buat buat lagi nie. 

Sejak saya posted on IG story my preganancy journey, semakin ramai juga yang DMed saya. One particular cousin (belah Abah and tak rapat pun) wrote this

Bila menikah? Senyap senyap je ... tau tau pregnant ...

Saya jawap kat dia - Ha ah. Itu saja and teruih tak jawap apa. Like I said in my previous entry kan, I can tell who really care and who are just being nosey. Yang adik dia pulak yang better wrote to me - mesti excited kan .... jaga kesihatan Kak SL

Insha Allah saya plan nak balik Kedah lagi. I want to be with my family! Hugs hugs! (Sebenaqnya suka kena di belai dan di manja kan hahahaha)

Bye for now. Saya nak sambung Love Island USA pulak, harap saya tak teriak lah ya! 

Have a great Wednesday and Thursday! 

Love,

SL

Comments

  1. Dils7 January 2021 at 00:21

    Keep the positivity up! You are a strong woman and glad to hear you dont feel alone.

    About the exercise tu i agree. Kena push diri baru rasa cergas. I dulu tak cergas langsung masa first trimester sebab tak tahan rasa nak muntah sentiasa. It gets better second and third trimester, though last pregnancy tu mmg penat sikit I guess as we gets older.

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  2. SL7 January 2021 at 20:58

    Hi Dils - Thank you for the support and yes I don't feel alone and I have great support from friends and family

    Will try to push myself for the exercise yeah .... thanks :)

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  3. Syu9 January 2021 at 22:16

    Dear SL, congratulations!!! Take care and semoga both you and baby sihat-sihat belakaa

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