Not Meant To Be

The interview went horribly! I was not happy with it! I was so sad till I cried while talking to my sister over the phone, once the interview ended. 😢 It was all my fault. I wasn’t prepared enough for the interview though I thought I did. 

I feel better now especially after hearing what my sis and mum said, not my rezeki. Allah pegang rezeki kita. 

This was taken by my sis when she looked after Id when I was being interviewed.

Cerita pagi tadi. Life goes on! 

I was showering when Id played with his trucks and cars. The toilet door was opened. Id came to me and said - close the door, Mother. So I closed it but it was not properly closed. Id dok bising and I understood that he wanted me to close it properly and so I did. He left and then came back. He said knock knock (hahaha)  I opened the door and he showed me his Maisy's digger book and then left. So random! Hahaha

Alhamdulillah, with what is happening with my job, I still have great support system, from family and friends. Nanti nak kena cerita pulak pasai friends nie nah. The best is I have Id with me. He is my everything. He is progressing so well. Things he said amaze me. 

• Bila Aunty Ann nak ke office. He would say bye by Aunty Ann. Have fun! (Hahaha)

• Bila tanya do you love me. He would say yes Mother. Bila tanya how much, he would say very much, Mother. 

• Bila we buat something. He would say good job, Mother

• Bila I tolong dia. He would say thank you, Mother. Tapi kadang lupa so kena pesan.

• Bila baca buku Maisy. He would be able to memorize most of the jalan cerita.

• Bila panggil Id. He would say, yes Mother. Tapi kadang kena pesan juga or kena jerit bila buat tak reti.

• Bila Kakak dok drive. He would say Aunty Ann is (kena peringat nie) driving Aunty Ann's car

• Bila tanya colour kereta Aunty Ann, Mother, Mama Fiza, Uncle Z, Tok Lang, Mak Ngah. He would be able to tell the colours of all cars.

• Bila suruh kata thanks. He would sambung Allhamdulilah and Thank you Allah. Kalau dengaq dia kata Allah macam orang Mualaf kata hahahah

• Bila nampak orang dok tidoq. He would say Tok Ma is sleeping. Aunty Ann is sleeping.

So yeah, Alhamdulillah.

Till next time you all!

Love,

SL

PS: Hi Nani and Aisha. Thanks for the comments and feedback. Laptop I nie bila guna Safari tak boleh nak comment as SL. Chrome pulak ada masalah nak download. I pulak buta IT! Gambaq yang hilang nak kena check balik nanti bila senang. Meluat nah boleh hilang pulakkkkkkkk