And I'm Wanting More

Dah orang dok baca my blog nie kan, so I checked lah entries yang depa baca. Hahah saya boleh gelak sorang sorang sebab banyak cerita gila rupa nya .... And thank God I managed to captured that in writing .... Cerita pi Genting and screen dok tunjuk D3 bagai lah. Cerita kasut tak payah habaq, banyak lah kan. Cerita pasai men! Hah sampai boleh confuse lahhhh sebab banyak sangat ... And I siap buat podcast! Hahah I heard all of them (ada 3 saja pun) Ya Allah entah apa apa lah I nie kannnn .... sora macam apa and boleh nah sibuk nak ada podcast!!!! hahahaha 

So now back to men. Perlu kah saya ada a man in my life nie? My sis kata patut for the sake of Id. Nak cari mana nie. Since I am so free juga kan nie. Tak ada lah free sangat. Masa Id pi school saja free. Petang dah nak pi ambik dia and then bawa pi park bagai. Nanti lah pikiaq lain nak cari laki nie ... but I think I should lah kan!

I started showing Id, his father's photos. Showed him how his father looks like. We all malam malam kan doa kan for his father juga. Yang baguih Id nie kan, dia boleh ingat. So next time I showed him, dia boleh kata father. Hah masa tu I tak tau pasai apa, I gheyau. Sedih macam mana nak describe tak tau. Or more to sayu sebab he doesn't have a father. When he is big enough boleh lah nanti explain. Now nak paham apa kannnnn


Id now pun dah pandai suruh I ambik gambaq. Kalau video pun dia kata photo. Id was so proud with his achievement boleh boh vehicles ataih truck tu. So he called me. Mother, come! I was in my room. He looked at me wanting my acknowledgement when he showed me what he had done! So I said well done Id!!!!! He was happy that I was so proud of him .... He would then say, take photo Mother. Which I did, of course!

There are videos that he likes that he would be asking me to show him. Id cried, Id sad at school. Nie video yang dia gheyau nak pi school. Kakak Sophie running. Nie video yang dia dok lari dengan Kakak Sophie. 

He was goofing around with Aunty A on the bed last night. Id then asked me - Take photo Mother. Aunty A and Id! .... So yeah every now and then he would be asking me to take photo.

Oh another concern is that he started saying lah at the back of a sentence! Concern lah sangat kan. I just don't like it. Mengada much? Hahaha. I mean I want him to say in a proper English sentence. Where else would he pick it up other than school? So I now I keep reminding him, no lah please. Corrected his sentences too so he knows that lah is not a word. Dah besaq sikit boleh lah guna lah .... Hah mother yang mengada ok! 

And oh oh Id dah pandai pilih baju nak pakai. Geram sebab ada yang tak I approve. I have clothes meant for home. And which T shirt and baju to match. And kasut mesti with socks untuk certain places. Sandals and slippers kalau pi area yang dekat saja. So last week he wanted to wear all black, T shirt and shorts. Kasut nak pakai sandals! Haish! Amuk tak mau pakai proper shoes. So I let him pakai. To match with her blue socks I asked him put on blue hat. Nooooo Mother Noooo ..... Black hat! Hahhhhhhhhh ikut suka lahhhhhh ... Meluat ! 

Enough for today lah  (OK of course Mother can say lah yaaa LOL). I just think he is still too small and still learning so lah at the end of the sentence masih tidak sesuai. Hahah tak habis lagi nak justify kannnn hahaha 

OK OK Bye Bye

With Love,
SL




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