Ujian

Semalam HR from big A sent me a an email. Not an email that I was waiting for. They decided not to take me in. Terus I gheyau. I was having ice cream my friend. So sedih but Alhamdulillah my friend was there with me. Boleh lah juga sembang benda lain. Ada banyak kejadian yang tak best jadi before this to me and Allah SWT sure akan hantar someone to me to comfort me. So Alhamdulillah syukur!

Shared the so not good news with family and friends. Encouraging messages from them so felt much better a bit. My sis straight away called and my friend too. Gheyau lagi :( 

After picking up Id from school and spent the afternoon and evening with my friend and her daughter, hati jadi lebih kukuh. Alhamdulillah. Talked to L at night and she shared with me more doas and what need to be done especially for solat Tahajjud. So this morning I woke up at 530 AM. I would normally do my Tahajjud before I go to bed. Guess I need to change that. Bila baca from the internet, lagi bagus lah bangun malam/pagi kira nya menunjukkan kesungguhan melawas rasa malas dan mengantuk. 

Allah SWT sure has better plan for me and Id. So redha and see how this will lead us. 

At the same time kan, semalam I dah tak boleh masuk tengok gossip Hanis tu sebab I masih di level 1. They changed the setting that only level 3 and above boleh masuk. Elok lah juga I rasa it's time for me to stop kan! Haahhhhhhh benda laghaaa tu kannnnn

My friend Aisha - we started knowing each other from here. She is one of my blog readers and we met up and became friends. She recently lost her new born daughter. She is recovering and please let's doa kan for Aisha supaya dia kuat menghadapi ujian dan semoga di mudah kan urusan Aisha juga. Hugs


Love,

SL

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